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7.6 / 10(4 votes)IMDb19941h 30mFrance

When I Was 5, I Killed Myself

Quand j'avais 5 ans je m'ai tué

Synopsis

This film is about Gils, a young boy (about ten) in a juvenile mental hospital in 1950's France. Flashbacks recount his conflicts with authority and his strong relationship with Jessica, a similarly rebellious schoolmate. Simultaneously, a compassionate doctor develops a trusting friendship with Gils, which a higher-ranking authoritarian doctor tries to thwart.

Release History & Theatrical Window

Theatrical Premiere

June 6, 1994

Wide Cinema Exhibition

Key Information & Fast Facts

Director
Jean-Claude Sussfeld
Screenplay & Story
Howard Buten, Jean-Pierre Carasso, Jean-Claude Sussfeld
Original Title
Quand j'avais 5 ans je m'ai tué
Country of Origin
France
Spoken Languages
French
Runtime
1h 30m

Creative Leadership & Key Crew

Director

Jean-Claude Sussfeld

Screenplay & Story

Howard Buten, Jean-Pierre Carasso, Jean-Claude Sussfeld

Literary Origin & Source Material
Novel:Howard Buten

Department Leadership Roster

Jean-Claude Sussfeld

Jean-Claude Sussfeld

Director

Howard Buten

Howard Buten

Writer

Jean-Pierre Carasso

Writer

Jean-Claude Sussfeld

Jean-Claude Sussfeld

Writer

Age Classification & Content Advisories

Official viewer rating standards and content warnings across international classification boards.

International Certification Matrix

France (CNC)10

Interdit aux moins de 10 ans — 10+ only.

Official cinematic photography and background stills for When I Was 5, I Killed Myself.

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Frequently Asked Questions About When I Was 5, I Killed Myself

Quick factual answers about cast, synopsis, director, box office, and release information.

What is When I Was 5, I Killed Myself about?

This film is about Gils, a young boy (about ten) in a juvenile mental hospital in 1950's France. Flashbacks recount his conflicts with authority and his strong relationship with Jessica, a similarly rebellious schoolmate. Simultaneously, a compassionate doctor develops a trusting friendship with Gils, which a higher-ranking authoritarian doctor tries to thwart.

Who directed When I Was 5, I Killed Myself?

When I Was 5, I Killed Myself was directed by Jean-Claude Sussfeld.

Who stars in When I Was 5, I Killed Myself?

The principal cast of When I Was 5, I Killed Myself includes Dimitri Rougeul, Blanche Ravalec, Patrick Bouchitey, Salomé Lelouch, Anny Romand.

When was When I Was 5, I Killed Myself released and how long is it?

When I Was 5, I Killed Myself was released in 1994 with a total runtime of 1h 30m.

Is When I Was 5, I Killed Myself based on a book or true story?

When I Was 5, I Killed Myself is adapted from the following source material: Novel: "Howard Buten".

What is the age rating and content advisory for When I Was 5, I Killed Myself?

When I Was 5, I Killed Myself holds official age classifications: FR: 10 (Interdit aux moins de 10 ans — 10+ only.).